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Date: 2021-09-18 03:03 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
[ The soft laugh Venti lets out is almost...bashful. ]

Listen, it's okay. You don't even need to apologize for that. You're never too old to learn from your mistakes.

[ Truth be told, he was more concerned about upsetting a friend than the fact that Diluc was harsh with him. And he had be more hurt by the idea of it than anything else. He wanted the other to understand that he was someone there to help and should have been prepared to back down as soon as the other rejected it. ]

But if you're worried you upset me - I'm okay. You'll have to really go for the throat if you want to!

[ A chuckle, because - well. ]

But I already trust that you won't. I did talk to Kaeya a little bit after I talked to you.

Date: 2021-09-19 12:24 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
He told me about the circumstances of him telling you that he was from Khhaenri'ah. The bad timing of it all.

[ He doesn't specify that it was Crepus' death, because he doesn't need to. Diluc knows those details. And there's no reason to start going on about the man's father's death. He seems to have comfortably settled in against the other. ]

I'm sure he appreciates you holding onto it. You're a good person, Diluc.

[ He means it. ]

And I'd never, never intentionally hurt either of you.

Date: 2021-09-19 12:53 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
He told me it was after -- your father died. But your story isn't his to share, so he didn't share everything.

[ His eyes close, and he sighs a bit. That's essentially what he had said, after all. And Venti is fine, and he's not asking. He'll accept whatever is offered. He understands the need for secrets and appreciates the desire to keep them.

He thinks, or got the impression, Kaeya knows that this situation is delicate. ]


But if that's not why - then no.

Date: 2021-09-19 01:34 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
[ He's comfortable here against Diluc. Settled in, relaxed, and listening. Sharing and talking and -- he's glad. He's glad there's a few things out in the open now. He's glad to know he's trusted. He's glad to hear Diluc share this. ]

Oh.

[ It's kind of an awestruck response. He...believes it, though. He doesn't always want to, but he does because he knows things aren't always so nice, and clean, and easy like he thinks they are. ]

I'm sorry because that happened. Because that's terrible. I know it's not on me, necessarily, but... that doesn't make it less...

[ For lack of a better word. ]

Terrible. But, thanks for telling me. What you've said is safe with me.

Date: 2021-09-20 12:35 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
Could have, yeah. But you didn't. I think -- you made a good choice.

[ He's biased, though. He cares about Diluc, he cares about Kaeya. He wants both of them to do and be well. He wants them to both be happy and feel cared for. He feels very comfortable against Diluc, those soft, gentle fingers, moving over his hair. He shifts, settling his hand on the other's chest. He quietly tucks himself in against Diluc, diligently listening and keeping the information given. He's putting it behind a lock and key. This is for him and him alone. ]

You were... hurt. [ He thinks that the best word. ]

Honestly, though, you have to handle it how you have to. Do what you want to do to best take care of things. I see that as exercising your freedom.

Date: 2021-09-21 02:26 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
Could have? Yes. But you don't have to do anything you don't want to.

[ Mondstadt is about following your own path, after all. And Venti wants them to do that. He wants Diluc to do that. To decide for himself how he feels about things and then go the direction he thinks works best for himself. ]

It can take people a long time to heal. A lifetime, even. I think you're doing alright.

[ He's 100% not the right person to ask, and he knows he's not, too. He's been stuck in his own loop for many lifetimes. His eyes shift closed despite Diluc's hand getting still, and he shifts, settling his head against the other. ]

It's not easy to forget things you lose. You probably never will forget.

Date: 2021-09-22 02:57 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
[ Oh. That's nice. It's nice to be held like this. He settles against Diluc, tucking himself against the other's chest. He's pretty comfortable and is going to make zero attempts to even move. Especially when they're having such a sensitive conversation. It's bringing up memories for him. Not all bad, of course.

He hasn't forgotten anyone he's met and cared for.

And he hasn't ever handled the loss of people precious to him well. There's a reason that he has this face and this body. He can understand why Diluc would want him back around to seek his advice. He thinks it's important for the other to hold onto that desire, even if the man he seeks is gone. It's important to have them. ]


I bet he would, but it's up to you now. Which might not be what you want to hear. But you'll make the right choice.

[ He glances up at Diluc, without even really moving - and although he really only sees the other's chin and chest -- he adds. ]

You know, Diluc, you remind me of someone that I knew a long time ago. He was reliable and strong. And I think that's why I know you'll make the right choice.

Date: 2021-09-25 05:10 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
[ He looked up towards Diluc when that space was offered. He's smiling, as brightly as he ever does .
He enjoys the friendship that he has with Diluc, and he'd never do anything intentionally to jeopardize that. If people forget who he is from time to time, that's fine with him; however, right now - he's going to use who and what he is to make his point. ]


I know what I'm talking about.

[ He lets out a small hmmm. ]

They won't be the same, but then there's no lies. Isn't that better?

[ His eyes are still locked on, studying Diluc's face curiously. ]

Date: 2021-10-02 02:15 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
You don't know.

[ There's question lingering there, but he doesn't seem to be expecting an answer. He doesn't know, there's no reason he would, though. He's pretty sure he was asleep when everything went down with Crepus, and then between Kaeya and Diluc. He shifts his weight when Diluc's attention falters, and moves so that he can do one very important thing.

He presses a small kiss to the center if Diluc's forehead.

Sometimes it's easy for Venti to forget how young Diluc is. How young Kaeya is, too. He doesn't often feel old but in moments like this where he wants to make a young man he cares about feel reassured that what he feels is fine to feel - he feels old. He feels old and free. And he doesn't necessarily hate it. ]


Then I guess -- you just need to give him the opportunity to prove he can be trusted.

Date: 2021-10-06 04:31 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
[ Soft affection is so easy with him. He lets a hand settle on Diluc's cheek after he places that kiss on his forehead. The shift in color doesn't go unnoticed. And Venti really likes it because it means something. To him, seeing the effects of a bond on another is just...nice. It's a wordless confession that you matter to someone. ]

You don't.

[ But Diluc's never struck him as the sort who wouldn't at least try, even if something was hard. Especially if he truly wanted it. And there's always an option to not continue if he didn't want to. ]

You know, Diluc...I never would have imagined you in teal, but I really like it.

[ A soft kiss on the cheek to follow, and then he'll settle down. There's small feathers that appear towards the top of venti's braids, almost like tiny wings on top of his head. They're black and red - and different from before. ]

Date: 2021-10-12 11:46 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
[ Venti, who has never been shy about affection, likes these displays. He is especially fond of the small ones, those hints of himself in others - like the teal that appears on Diluc. Especially when it's such a contrast to the red. To him it says that he is a part of him. And for Venti, a god who has always loved humanity (and who became a god because he did), that matters more than anything else. He returns that chaste kiss in the moment without hesitation.

It almost feels like second nature to be so affectionate with his friend. He's grateful for Diluc. He adds a strong balance to Venti's life that he so rarely gets. Diluc is stern because he cares, he thinks. And he never really knew he needed that. And Venti listens because he cares about Diluc's feelings. About the things he says. They're important to him.

So he tucks in because it's nice, because he wants that affection, because it is right to be close to someone you care for. ]


I'm kind of fond of it on me.

[ After all, there's no reason to question sincerity if the colors shine bright. His hand settles on Diluc's chest. ]

It's like -- the magic here agrees with what I've always known - that you're important to me.

Date: 2021-10-19 12:22 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] notgrande
[ He could feel a flush in his cheeks, stretching all the way to the tips of his ears, which turned pink. It's not that he was embarrassed, not really. He has said it, and he will always say it. It's a sentiment worth repeating for Diluc to hear and be reminded of. Because he thinks it's important for someone to know that they are cared for, and that someone finds them an important part of their lives. ]

Diluc is right. He does care for all of his people, yes - as the Anemo Archon. However, as himself who spends time with his people under the guise of Venti the Bard -- he cared about very specific individuals as more than them being from Mondstadt. Diluc was among those people. He's delighted to hear that Diluc seems to understand the difference. ]


I'm glad.

[ A giggle. He shifts to give Diluc a kiss on the cheek. ]

I'm glad that you understand that. You know, you're pretty comfy. Are you feeling any better?

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we're at a fin. <3

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