[Definitely not any time soon. He knew going into it that he had no tolerance for alcohol and that it would knock him flat on his ass, and to be honest at the time that had been what he wanted. After a quiet and - admittedly - enjoyable dinner with Kaeya he had gone back to his own living space with his mind in chaos.
What had happened between them that day had been more than just ripping a band-aid off. It had been like breaking a dam as far as Diluc was concerned, and he'd been weighted under thoughts of his father, the Knights, those years spent relentlessly hunting the Fatui (and for what?).
Drinking had been a... poor choice, really, but short of going to find something to swing his sword at it was the only option he had to hand outside of just sinking into it.]
Mm. Pity. [He mutters. The cryo is actually kind of nice. He takes the pills and swallows them with a mouthful of water and a pointed grimace.] Ugh. Thank you.
[He couldn’t help the quiet chuckle, but he made no move to remove his hands for now. It was actually really nice to do something for Diluc and not have it have some kind of ulterior motive or something. He chanced a small massage just at the base of his skull.]
I’ll stay here if you want but you will need to eat something eventually. And you’ll run out of water. I can wait until the medicine kicks in though.
[He really wasn’t in much of hurry. He would do as much as Diluc allowed, although Kaeya wasn’t known for being subservient either so depending on how stubborn Diluc got, Kaeya would do his best to not push too much.]
[He makes a sound in the back of his throat and it's hard to tell in the moment if it's because of the movement of Kaeya's hand against the back of his head or the idea of having to eat something. A vague, half-hearted 'mnfh' as he keeps his eyes shut.]
Didn't think you'd believe me if I said nothing was wrong. [He sighs. Kaeya keeps an eye on him, he knows that, so he knows that Kaeya is aware he's not left the apartment for three days.] So I thought I'd just...
[Diluc waves a hand vaguely. He thought he'd just tell him. In his own particular, passive-aggressive way.]
[He counted it as a small victory that Diluc had yet to shove his hand away. The sound he made drew another laugh though. At least it was working.]
Doesn’t take a genius to figure out something was wrong, Diluc. I’m sure no one would have believed you, let alone me.
[He supposed he could appreciate that Diluc didn’t try to deflect, as passive-aggressive as it was. With a soft sound of his own, he gently urged Diluc to lay back against the pillows.]
I’ll get some ice, you try and sleep a little more and hopefully I’ll have a meal ready for you when the medicine has helped. Sounds okay?
[Well, Venti hadn't believed him either a few days previously. He hadn't started on the wine at that point but he had been close to it. He should probably... try to talk to the bard again at some point, but he had definitely ruffled Diluc's proverbial feathers with his badgering.
He looks up at Kaeya, eyes half lidded and slightly dulled, and he only resists a little at being pushed back. There's not much fight left in him at the moment, it seems.]
Mm. Sounds fine.
[The pillow is very soft, comfortable, and he exhales quietly as he settles down against it. With his temples throbbing dully he doesn't expect to be able to sleep, but he dozes off quickly.
When he wakes up it's with the disorienting sensation of not knowing how much time has passed, but he feels far less fragile as he carefully sits up and begins to piece things together.
Ah--...]
... Kaeya?
[He tries it out carefully. Would he still be here?]
[Kaeya was only mildly surprised that Diluc fell asleep so quickly after that. But once it seemed Diluc was going to be out at least for a little bit, Kaeya decided to make due on his word and make something that would hopefully be easy enough on Diluc’s stomach. After finding a towel and wrapping up some cryo made ice into it, he carefully tucked it between Diluc’s neck at the pillow. It’ll only last so long with the redhead’s pyro Vision but it should be enough to allow him to rest and give the medicine a head start.
By the time Diluc woke up, the impromptu ice pack was gone but there were traces of cold. Kaeya, much like when figuring out dinner the other day, couldn’t decide what to make. At least the list of choices was small so he settled on making a few things. Miso soup was kept heated in a pot on the stove, there was the sizzle of a pan as he rolled some eggs in the square pan, and he had some white rice on another part of the stove.
It really didn’t take much than a few inquiries from the vendors nearby and even less to make these particular dishes.]
Diluc isn't sure what he wants to hear when he calls out Kaeya's name. Would silence or a reply have been more comfortable? When he gets the latter, he twists the bedsheet up in his fingers for a moment and almost wills his headache to come back so he can excuse lying down again.]
M.. mm.
[Stop being such an idiot, Diluc.
He closes his eyes for a moment, then pushes himself up out of bed. Standing up makes his head throb briefly, and he waits for a moment for the dizziness to subside. Then he grabs a robe, pulling it on as he leaves the room.
Finding Kaeya casually using his kitchen is a... surreal experience. Enough to make him pause mid-step as he walks out. Up and walking, Diluc doesn't look quite as pathetic as he did, though his hair is a wild mess of curls and there's a distinct lack of colour in his face going beyond even his usual paleness.]
[Kaeya was plating the eggs when Diluc finally came into the kitchen. He looked like a mess, and Kaeya almost pointed this out but managed to bite his lip just in time. Now wasn’t the time to provoke.
As much as he really wanted to.
Instead, he simply gave a slight grin and nodded to the kitchen table.]
Hey. You should take a seat before you keel over. How’s the headache?
[This was incredibly surreal and still a bit mind boggling. He was cooking for Diluc again, this time in Diluc’s kitchen, and he was taking care of the poor guy. Again. He really hoped this wasn’t going to be a habit.
Nonetheless, he grabbed a few small bowls and plates and set the food down in small portions.]
You’ve got good timing. Wasn’t sure what you could handle so I made a few things for you to pick at.
[Diluc is expecting it and is surprised when it doesn't happen, though he manages to keep it from showing on his face. He picks his way silently to the table and slides himself onto a chair, resting his forearms against the table and just... watching.
It's strange. It's very strange, but he doesn't think he hates it.
But really, he needs to stop putting himself in positions where Kaeya needs to take care of him like this. It's already happened twice too often.
He rests his chin against one hand, only to lower it again when Kaeya starts putting plates down. He hadn't expected... this level of attentiveness.]
That's... [Thoughtful. His expression subtly softens.] You should enjoy this too.
[He knew he might be overdoing it. But while it had been a long time since Kaeya had ever gotten so hungover he was genuinely sick like Diluc felt, he also knew that having someone to look after him would have been nice. As it stands, Kaeya usually had no one but himself. He wasn't sure why he even felt like he should go this far, it wasn't like Diluc also didn't have the staff back home but he was also certain Diluc wouldn't be drinking back home because this wouldn't have happened.
Maybe it was partially his fault then, that Diluc was like this. So, why not help him out? He seemed willing to accept it still.]
I already ate, so don't worry about it. Besides, you'll have leftovers which makes it easier for when you get hungry later.
[He hadn't actually eaten, but he also wasn't hungry. So, he was fine with this.]
[Diluc likes to cook, and when they were teenagers would often take over the kitchen on random afternoons, chasing the staff out as they tried to tidy up after him. He would experiment with things and rarely come up with something that wasn't delicious. Even now he does it, sometimes. An odd quirk that he never grew out of.
And he doesn't doubt Kaeya's cooking ability either. Even with how delicate he's feeling, everything smells great.]
Hmm. Then you can at least sit down.
[If he was going to go to all this trouble, Diluc wasn't going to chase him off.]
[Kaeya was surprised at the request. But after doing a quick clean up and grabbing himself a glass of juice (thank god it wasn't grape), Kaeya did just that. He nursed the cup in his hand.]
So... you never did answer my question. Did the medicine help your headache at all? Seems like you were able to keep it down too.
[He knew it likely wouldn't go away right now. But he had hoped it was manageable. Food and more water should help with the rest, assuming his stomach wasn't going to rebel anymore.]
[He starts with the soup, figuring that if his stomach is actually going to rebel against something then it might as well be something that would come back up easily. Ugh. There's a thought.
But it's good, and he stirs it for a few moments before taking more than an experimental sip. As it turns out... he is pretty hungry.]
It helped. Or the sleep did. Or the water. Or-- [You.] Some combination. [He has a little more soup and then lowers the spoon, looking at the other man quietly.]
[Kaeya leaned his cheek in his hand, still nursing the glass of juice as he listened. He gave a small huff of a laugh.]
You were cranky and I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. Hangovers are no joke, it's fine. Glad you're feeling better though.
[He couldn't help himself next.]
I do have to commend you, though. Getting through half of the rice wine is no small feat, I'm surprised. But I did confiscate it like I said I would. Free wine is nice and all but I don't think I want it to be under these circumstances again, if you please.
[At least he sounded more jovial than sassy when he said it. He really wasn't trying to poke the bear but he just couldn't help but at least comment on it.]
[Feeling a little bolder about the food as his body starts to realise it's hungry enough to keep things down with little complaint, he seems very content to dig in.
Conversations with Kaeya have felt like a minefield ever since he came back to Mondstadt. They snipe and snap at each other, prodding at sensitive spots to rile each other up. Kaeya all bright sarcasm and probing observations, and Diluc a sharp contrast in his cold remarks and chilly comebacks.
And now, he isn't sure how to appropriately react. He lets the words sink in for a moment, telling himself that it isn't a barb, then he replies.]
That's bold of you, but I'll only need to buy more. I was using it in cooking. [Why buy cheap stuff when you can afford better? He lets out a soft huff.] And you had a bottle of wine from me already. Don't expect me to make a habit of it.
[Kaeya only laughed merrily, finally taking a sip of the juice.]
Fine, fine, I guess I can't ban wine from the winemaker. I can give it back then, if you like? I still have that bottle you gave me, so it isn't as though I'm going without.
[He was happy to see Diluc eating a bit more now. Seems his stomach wasn't going to rebel, so he was glad in the choices he did make when cooking. It was nice. This was nice. Sure, Kaeya was still making a joke at Diluc's expense but it wasn't really anything more than a fun jab compared to his usual sarcastic barbs.
[He does look a little better in himself as time, and the conversation moves on. What small amount of colour there usually is in his face comes back to it, though there's really nothing to be done about the mop of curls his hair has turned into while he was sleeping. It's a little late for him to be self-conscious about that and besides... it's not as if Kaeya hasn't seen him looking like this before.
It's been a long time, but some things never change. One of those things is how wild Diluc's hair can get.]
Speaking of wine... I'm going to make up a sample of dandelion wine to pitch to some of the bars here. [He hadn't really spoken about this at length to many people, but Kaeya would understand better than most just what doing it would mean to him.]
[His messy hair was always a bit of a fun thing to see whenever he had the chance to. Especially the days when he was allowed to brush and braid it. Those were the days…
Kaeya’s face nearly slipped from his hand at the offer though, he blinked and was speechless for the moment.]
I—wait. Dandelion wine, really? You’re able to find the ingredients here?
Diluc clears his throat softly, prodding at the soup with the tip of his spoon, and a tiny smile pulls at the corners of his lips.]
It's a simple recipe when done on a small scale.
[Diluc may not drink what his winery produces but that doesn't mean he isn't very aware of what goes into it and exactly how he might make it himself. What kind of a businessman would he be if all he ever did was the paperwork?]
I might try to cook up some apple cider, too. Perhaps for the winter.
[Diluc wasn't wrong. A lot of things were easier when done at a small scale and he knew that Diluc could easily replicate a lot of the wines that his winery created without really having to taste it himself, given his lack of tolerance. But still, the fact that he was offering... he couldn't help but smile a bit in return and he nodded.]
Just let me know when, I'll be here.
[His smile couldn't help but widen a little into a smirk, though.]
Think I could get you to try and make Dead After Noon as well?
[He wasn't being serious, but it was a ripe moment for asking. He laughed quietly.]
Apple cider in the winter would be wonderful, though.
[He shakes his head, understanding very well why Kaeya decides to make that jibe. Nothing taken personally, though, and while he doesn't laugh he doesn't look too irritated by the prodding either.]
I didn't learn that one, so I'll leave it to you.
[Diluc could, in truth, probably make that drink here if he had such an inclination... but the rice wine had been enough of a lesson. He won't be drinking anything so strong for a while.
The redhead smiles faintly to himself.]
Apple cider, I can do. With a touch of cinnamon perhaps.
Unfortunately, I only know how to drink it, not make it. A shame, really.
[It was certainly his favorite of the bunch but with how often he and Venti bar hop, he's certain to find something that can hopefully match it. Dandelion Wine was definitely going to be up there once Diluc makes it too.]
Oho~ Getting fancy, are we? I'm definitely calling first dibs on it.
[Diluc lets out a soft breath through his nose. He sits back and pushes a hand through his hair, making a face as his fingers catch on a snag and pull through it, and then he softly clears his throat.]
I could teach you.
[He doesn't look up at Kaeya as he makes that offer, not quite sure he wants to see his response written across his face, and instead sets to finishing off the soup.]
[It took him a moment to realize what Diluc was saying. He had just said he didn't know how to make Dead After Noon but there was still Dandelion Wine. He wasn't sure how to answer. It was... incredibly forward and thoughtful of Diluc to offer so soon after agreeing to try again with... well, whatever would become of them.]
Are you sure? Not that I wouldn't want to know just...
[Some things he was still having trouble believing right now. Helping Diluc through his hangover was one thing but this? It was surreal, still.]
[He knows as soon as he says it that it's a lot. And maybe he's just...
He's not sure.
Diluc closes his eyes just for a moment and gives his head a tentative little shake.]
Am I sure? No, Kaeya, I'm still not sure about any of this. [Since he'd extracted that promise to tell him the truth from Kaeya, he feels it only... fair that he do the same in kind. It would only make things worse later on if he didn't.]
I'm sure you think I've forgotten how things used to be between us, when father was alive. [His voice stays low and level as he says this, and he looks up.]
I haven't. And as much as I've disliked you since, I remember many more years when--
[When I loved you.
He gives another little shake of his head.]
When things were different. That's what you want, isn't it? And I think-- I suppose I want that too. [Softly, he clears his throat.] If you don't want to learn the process I won't be offended. It was just an offer.
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Date: 2021-09-17 03:23 pm (UTC)[Definitely not any time soon. He knew going into it that he had no tolerance for alcohol and that it would knock him flat on his ass, and to be honest at the time that had been what he wanted. After a quiet and - admittedly - enjoyable dinner with Kaeya he had gone back to his own living space with his mind in chaos.
What had happened between them that day had been more than just ripping a band-aid off. It had been like breaking a dam as far as Diluc was concerned, and he'd been weighted under thoughts of his father, the Knights, those years spent relentlessly hunting the Fatui (and for what?).
Drinking had been a... poor choice, really, but short of going to find something to swing his sword at it was the only option he had to hand outside of just sinking into it.]
Mm. Pity. [He mutters. The cryo is actually kind of nice. He takes the pills and swallows them with a mouthful of water and a pointed grimace.] Ugh. Thank you.
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Date: 2021-09-17 03:55 pm (UTC)I’ll stay here if you want but you will need to eat something eventually. And you’ll run out of water. I can wait until the medicine kicks in though.
[He really wasn’t in much of hurry. He would do as much as Diluc allowed, although Kaeya wasn’t known for being subservient either so depending on how stubborn Diluc got, Kaeya would do his best to not push too much.]
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Date: 2021-09-17 04:11 pm (UTC)Didn't think you'd believe me if I said nothing was wrong. [He sighs. Kaeya keeps an eye on him, he knows that, so he knows that Kaeya is aware he's not left the apartment for three days.] So I thought I'd just...
[Diluc waves a hand vaguely. He thought he'd just tell him. In his own particular, passive-aggressive way.]
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Date: 2021-09-17 06:17 pm (UTC)Doesn’t take a genius to figure out something was wrong, Diluc. I’m sure no one would have believed you, let alone me.
[He supposed he could appreciate that Diluc didn’t try to deflect, as passive-aggressive as it was. With a soft sound of his own, he gently urged Diluc to lay back against the pillows.]
I’ll get some ice, you try and sleep a little more and hopefully I’ll have a meal ready for you when the medicine has helped. Sounds okay?
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Date: 2021-09-17 06:31 pm (UTC)He looks up at Kaeya, eyes half lidded and slightly dulled, and he only resists a little at being pushed back. There's not much fight left in him at the moment, it seems.]
Mm. Sounds fine.
[The pillow is very soft, comfortable, and he exhales quietly as he settles down against it. With his temples throbbing dully he doesn't expect to be able to sleep, but he dozes off quickly.
When he wakes up it's with the disorienting sensation of not knowing how much time has passed, but he feels far less fragile as he carefully sits up and begins to piece things together.
Ah--...]
... Kaeya?
[He tries it out carefully. Would he still be here?]
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Date: 2021-09-17 08:31 pm (UTC)By the time Diluc woke up, the impromptu ice pack was gone but there were traces of cold. Kaeya, much like when figuring out dinner the other day, couldn’t decide what to make. At least the list of choices was small so he settled on making a few things. Miso soup was kept heated in a pot on the stove, there was the sizzle of a pan as he rolled some eggs in the square pan, and he had some white rice on another part of the stove.
It really didn’t take much than a few inquiries from the vendors nearby and even less to make these particular dishes.]
In the kitchen, think you can make it out here?
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Date: 2021-09-17 08:56 pm (UTC)Diluc isn't sure what he wants to hear when he calls out Kaeya's name. Would silence or a reply have been more comfortable? When he gets the latter, he twists the bedsheet up in his fingers for a moment and almost wills his headache to come back so he can excuse lying down again.]
M.. mm.
[Stop being such an idiot, Diluc.
He closes his eyes for a moment, then pushes himself up out of bed. Standing up makes his head throb briefly, and he waits for a moment for the dizziness to subside. Then he grabs a robe, pulling it on as he leaves the room.
Finding Kaeya casually using his kitchen is a... surreal experience. Enough to make him pause mid-step as he walks out. Up and walking, Diluc doesn't look quite as pathetic as he did, though his hair is a wild mess of curls and there's a distinct lack of colour in his face going beyond even his usual paleness.]
... Hi.
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Date: 2021-09-17 09:42 pm (UTC)As much as he really wanted to.
Instead, he simply gave a slight grin and nodded to the kitchen table.]
Hey. You should take a seat before you keel over. How’s the headache?
[This was incredibly surreal and still a bit mind boggling. He was cooking for Diluc again, this time in Diluc’s kitchen, and he was taking care of the poor guy. Again. He really hoped this wasn’t going to be a habit.
Nonetheless, he grabbed a few small bowls and plates and set the food down in small portions.]
You’ve got good timing. Wasn’t sure what you could handle so I made a few things for you to pick at.
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Date: 2021-09-17 09:54 pm (UTC)It's strange. It's very strange, but he doesn't think he hates it.
But really, he needs to stop putting himself in positions where Kaeya needs to take care of him like this. It's already happened twice too often.
He rests his chin against one hand, only to lower it again when Kaeya starts putting plates down. He hadn't expected... this level of attentiveness.]
That's... [Thoughtful. His expression subtly softens.] You should enjoy this too.
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Date: 2021-09-17 10:39 pm (UTC)Maybe it was partially his fault then, that Diluc was like this. So, why not help him out? He seemed willing to accept it still.]
I already ate, so don't worry about it. Besides, you'll have leftovers which makes it easier for when you get hungry later.
[He hadn't actually eaten, but he also wasn't hungry. So, he was fine with this.]
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Date: 2021-09-17 10:49 pm (UTC)And he doesn't doubt Kaeya's cooking ability either. Even with how delicate he's feeling, everything smells great.]
Hmm. Then you can at least sit down.
[If he was going to go to all this trouble, Diluc wasn't going to chase him off.]
I insist.
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Date: 2021-09-17 11:02 pm (UTC)So... you never did answer my question. Did the medicine help your headache at all? Seems like you were able to keep it down too.
[He knew it likely wouldn't go away right now. But he had hoped it was manageable. Food and more water should help with the rest, assuming his stomach wasn't going to rebel anymore.]
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Date: 2021-09-17 11:07 pm (UTC)[He starts with the soup, figuring that if his stomach is actually going to rebel against something then it might as well be something that would come back up easily. Ugh. There's a thought.
But it's good, and he stirs it for a few moments before taking more than an experimental sip. As it turns out... he is pretty hungry.]
It helped. Or the sleep did. Or the water. Or-- [You.] Some combination. [He has a little more soup and then lowers the spoon, looking at the other man quietly.]
I blamed you. That wasn't fair of me.
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Date: 2021-09-17 11:16 pm (UTC)You were cranky and I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. Hangovers are no joke, it's fine. Glad you're feeling better though.
[He couldn't help himself next.]
I do have to commend you, though. Getting through half of the rice wine is no small feat, I'm surprised. But I did confiscate it like I said I would. Free wine is nice and all but I don't think I want it to be under these circumstances again, if you please.
[At least he sounded more jovial than sassy when he said it. He really wasn't trying to poke the bear but he just couldn't help but at least comment on it.]
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Date: 2021-09-17 11:23 pm (UTC)Conversations with Kaeya have felt like a minefield ever since he came back to Mondstadt. They snipe and snap at each other, prodding at sensitive spots to rile each other up. Kaeya all bright sarcasm and probing observations, and Diluc a sharp contrast in his cold remarks and chilly comebacks.
And now, he isn't sure how to appropriately react. He lets the words sink in for a moment, telling himself that it isn't a barb, then he replies.]
That's bold of you, but I'll only need to buy more. I was using it in cooking. [Why buy cheap stuff when you can afford better? He lets out a soft huff.] And you had a bottle of wine from me already. Don't expect me to make a habit of it.
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Date: 2021-09-17 11:28 pm (UTC)Fine, fine, I guess I can't ban wine from the winemaker. I can give it back then, if you like? I still have that bottle you gave me, so it isn't as though I'm going without.
[He was happy to see Diluc eating a bit more now. Seems his stomach wasn't going to rebel, so he was glad in the choices he did make when cooking. It was nice. This was nice. Sure, Kaeya was still making a joke at Diluc's expense but it wasn't really anything more than a fun jab compared to his usual sarcastic barbs.
This was nice.]
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Date: 2021-09-17 11:38 pm (UTC)It's been a long time, but some things never change. One of those things is how wild Diluc's hair can get.]
Speaking of wine... I'm going to make up a sample of dandelion wine to pitch to some of the bars here. [He hadn't really spoken about this at length to many people, but Kaeya would understand better than most just what doing it would mean to him.]
If you'd like, you can taste-test it for me.
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Date: 2021-09-18 01:31 am (UTC)Kaeya’s face nearly slipped from his hand at the offer though, he blinked and was speechless for the moment.]
I—wait. Dandelion wine, really? You’re able to find the ingredients here?
[And he was going to let Kaeya taste-test?]
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Date: 2021-09-18 10:47 am (UTC)Diluc clears his throat softly, prodding at the soup with the tip of his spoon, and a tiny smile pulls at the corners of his lips.]
It's a simple recipe when done on a small scale.
[Diluc may not drink what his winery produces but that doesn't mean he isn't very aware of what goes into it and exactly how he might make it himself. What kind of a businessman would he be if all he ever did was the paperwork?]
I might try to cook up some apple cider, too. Perhaps for the winter.
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Date: 2021-09-18 03:35 pm (UTC)Just let me know when, I'll be here.
[His smile couldn't help but widen a little into a smirk, though.]
Think I could get you to try and make Dead After Noon as well?
[He wasn't being serious, but it was a ripe moment for asking. He laughed quietly.]
Apple cider in the winter would be wonderful, though.
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Date: 2021-09-18 03:45 pm (UTC)[He shakes his head, understanding very well why Kaeya decides to make that jibe. Nothing taken personally, though, and while he doesn't laugh he doesn't look too irritated by the prodding either.]
I didn't learn that one, so I'll leave it to you.
[Diluc could, in truth, probably make that drink here if he had such an inclination... but the rice wine had been enough of a lesson. He won't be drinking anything so strong for a while.
The redhead smiles faintly to himself.]
Apple cider, I can do. With a touch of cinnamon perhaps.
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Date: 2021-09-18 04:18 pm (UTC)[It was certainly his favorite of the bunch but with how often he and Venti bar hop, he's certain to find something that can hopefully match it. Dandelion Wine was definitely going to be up there once Diluc makes it too.]
Oho~ Getting fancy, are we? I'm definitely calling first dibs on it.
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Date: 2021-09-18 04:24 pm (UTC)I could teach you.
[He doesn't look up at Kaeya as he makes that offer, not quite sure he wants to see his response written across his face, and instead sets to finishing off the soup.]
How to make it, that is.
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Date: 2021-09-18 10:27 pm (UTC)Are you sure? Not that I wouldn't want to know just...
[Some things he was still having trouble believing right now. Helping Diluc through his hangover was one thing but this? It was surreal, still.]
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Date: 2021-09-18 10:42 pm (UTC)He's not sure.
Diluc closes his eyes just for a moment and gives his head a tentative little shake.]
Am I sure? No, Kaeya, I'm still not sure about any of this. [Since he'd extracted that promise to tell him the truth from Kaeya, he feels it only... fair that he do the same in kind. It would only make things worse later on if he didn't.]
I'm sure you think I've forgotten how things used to be between us, when father was alive. [His voice stays low and level as he says this, and he looks up.]
I haven't. And as much as I've disliked you since, I remember many more years when--
[When I loved you.
He gives another little shake of his head.]
When things were different. That's what you want, isn't it? And I think-- I suppose I want that too. [Softly, he clears his throat.] If you don't want to learn the process I won't be offended. It was just an offer.
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